summer

it feels like summer. i finally got some face time with the sun. for some reason despite the heat and the time of year i was having trouble believing it is almost june, so much trouble i was almost denying it. but sitting in the sun, sweating the day away reminded me that summer is no longer just around the corner...it is here!

not just the seasons are changing. life is changing. jordan is moving her sweet ass to new york for no one knows how long. mckenzie is a senior. my mom finally got a job in norman. petra is back. and i decided to quit sitting around and start doing all the things i daydream about. i am very much a person who waits for my next exciting thing to occur and i decided i am going to start making them happen. not that i think i am a lazy bum. sometimes i am. but i just know that i am capable of much more.

i also realized how inspiring some of my friends are. determination. creativity. love. choices. attitudes. laughter. all these things are something i started to overlook. i became too wrapped up in my own life to observe the life that is constantly occurring around me.